The Shock of the Sun

I'm waving in the wind today. I'm lost a bit and the world isn't really translating the way it's supposed to when I look at it.

I'm standing in this small room where I work and wishing that I could just run and run and run. I'm not adverse to hard work. Things just really seem pointless right now. I can't wait to leave. Less than six months and I'm gone for good.

The sun left us a reminder this afternoon. I stood up and walked outside. I haven't seen the sun in days and days. Endless clouds.